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yeah i know its my fault too! for trusting you! your a jerk! i am sick of you hurting me and saying its my fault that your mad when the real reason is cuz you are absolutely hammered! we wouldnt have this problem if you just didnt drink in the first place! you are so hypacrytical! telling me that if i ever got drunk or even yelled you that u would kick my ass! you are ful of it! so stay the hell away frome me you jerk!

your gone…so now i have no one.

your gone…and it makes me cry

just asking myself why you had to die

you didnt deserve it! and obviously they didnt understand that

you have no right to say things like that. especially when your a drunk jerk face.

you could appologize a million times! it wouldnt take anything back! you said it!

come back to me when you’ve changed

when your ready to listen

when your not always so wasted, and rude

i cant even look at you right now

and i will never speek to you…until you change

You really need to change!

And you will change if you really want to be with me.

You say you would never hurt me? Well you are…the way you act around your friends

it hurts

its a side i didnt know you had…but now i understand…

you need to change

i dont get it…

You act sweet, then you want me dead.Then you say your in love, and you act sweet…and for a while…i believed it. And now all of a sudden you are a self centered, pig headed jerk!

I dont know if i can deal with it! It is too much of a ride…too much drama.

I may go crazy.

But when your happy…when you are being sweet…it is really nice…but if you are changing…if you re like this i cant be with you

so i dont know…who you are…or if you can change

i dont know anymore…i dont know if i will be able to be your friend, and not want more…i dont know if i can talk to you anymore…without wanting to say i love you…but there is one thing i am sure about…i cant stop thinking about you

<3

getting over you, has been the hardest thing that i’ve ever done, no hit that i’ve taken has ever hurt as much, or caused as much damage.

y cant you see?!?!

and now…everything is harder…without you

why do people say, “i love you” and not mean it. is it necessary? they just string you along for a ride…watching as you really come to love them. then they tell you, “its not really working for me…” are you kidding??? dont say you love people, and then just leave…if you dont mean it then stfu!